Friday, September 25, 2015

Sweet Sexiness - Chapter 5, Angels And Demons

Now you are thinking she is unleashed. You are hoping that our Sweet Sexiness is on her way to tossing off ‘daddy dearest’. It is definitely possible for she is becoming the woman that is meant to be. However, maybe it takes a while but maybe, maybe she is not.

The meeting of soul mates brings many events into Bethany`s life. There is a day of being a rebel with the beautiful Jennifer. They run wild into the rural areas on Apple the horse. This gives a tightening of an instant mystical bond. It also turns into a week of hiding Jennifer in the family garden shed. It thusly allows a week of building an impenetrable friendship and a union that almost seems to have existed long before they met. The two teens even finish each other’s sentences and fall asleep in the shed together with Beth protectively holding Jennifer so that Jenn can have a peaceful sleep.

Bliss. It creates a protector. It screams that Jennifer is safe with Bethany. It binds two souls and the smiles glow. Friends to the end are sworn. Love is almost instant. Loving friendship is then built into ideas of always connecting through any means possible and that included running away together. Within all of this, they share their home life experiences. Within that Jenn is clasping onto Bethany in swearing that Bethany is to come to her house and is to be safe from Damien.

“No! No, daddies do not do that. Mine never spends time with me anymore, but he would never do that. No Bethie, you are not going to do that with him anymore.” She cries as those icy blue eyes fill with tears. “No, you must come with me. We will find ways to survive. We can protect each other.”

Bethany grins that angelic smile as she says, “Running to where?” She asks this while pressing a finger to the
tears that begin to stream on Jennifer`s lovely teenage cheeks. Streaming tears that Bethany is diligently wiping away before kissing her own fingers to taste the tears while saying, “You are so sweet. But we need a plan. We can`t rush into chaos.”

Jennifer looks at her through watery pools saying “I am not sweet. You say I am sweet but if I were sweet then my Daddy would want to be around me. I am so lonely in that house all summer and during breaks. Trust me there is no chaos there.”

“Uhm,” Bethany responds, as she knows about loneliness. She does even though she has two brothers and an entire family. “Then you need a sister.”

“We both need a sister!” Proclaims Jennifer in furthering the logic while smiling into those gray-blue eyes. “Too bad you aren’t my sister. We could hang out and enjoy my swimming pool and all my books.”

That easily brings the biggest happy grin to rest on Bethany’s lips. It shines so brightly that it finds an accompanying giggle. That has Jennifer follow with her own giggles. It also has Jennifer staring into those magical blue-gray eyes to softly say, “Your eyes are beautiful and do you know that?”

Bethany blushes to lower her eyes with bashfully saying, “Naw, it is you who has great eyes. I could look at them forever.” This has her then flash a loving glance into Jennifer`s eyes of blue. That has Bethany breathing faster until she becomes dizzy. In fact, her mind and body swiftly are dancing in dizziness as she peeks once more into Jennifer`s eyes. But this time she doesn’t look away. That has the two girls holding a stare between them with them both sharing soul energy as Bethany worshipfully whispers, “I would do anything to be with you…to be your anything.”

Speedily something registers in Jennifer. And it is something that feels too strong to continue the gazing into eyes and so she lowers her eyes to next be blushing. Afterward, she notices that her breathing is rapid and that causes a hard rough swallow to fill her throat. “Oh god, oh god…Bethie..what are you..what are you doing?” Comes in a gasping with a tinge of fear entering Jennifer.

That has the young golden blonde inching away from being held in Bethany`s arms. It is a pulling away from the two preparing to sleep. It has Jennifer visually inspecting Bethany too. This is a checking to be sure of trust while she continues to be lost in feelings. Then just as suddenly Jennifer grabs unto Bethany to snuggle in with her saying, “I feel so funny with you.”

With all of it, Bethany wants to say that she is doing nothing but she knows that she is doing something. True, it is not something that she can stop. Then again she doesn’t want to bring it to a halt either. “Shh!” She soothes in a hope that no more fear does come to Jennifer. She doesn’t want Jennifer won`t run from her too. This fact has her cuddling Jennifer as they nestle in the corner of the garden shed while sitting upon old cushioned armchair under warm patchwork blanket. With that occurring, Bethany quickly summons her fourteen-year-old logic to seal a life promise. “I am taking care of us. We take care of each other, forever. I didn’t mean to look too long. I am sorry, Jennie. I promise to be good for you.”

“You have no need to be sorry, Bethie. Your eyes are nice. Don’t be silly. I was silly.” Arrive in sleepiness and wanting to be loved as Jennifer pulls on the blanket to cover them both.

Bethany raises an eyebrow as this happens. For she highly doubts that this serious shy little Jennifer could ever be silly. That has Bethany tucking the blanket in around them as her arms cradled her new best friend. As she does it Jennifer asks, “Will you watch over me, again? Watch for my father. Please, I need sleep so that I can stay up all night to make sure he isn’t finding me.”

Bethany triumphantly grins and soothes her new girl`s worries, as she hushed with, “Yes, it is what I am born to do.”

Within the week, the horse is discovered. Then soon after Jennifer is detected at the school where she daily waits for Bethany to finish classes. Beth watches out a classroom window as the police take Jennifer into the squad car and that fills her with panic. It does for she is losing her girl. Losing again. She also losing to men, with men controlling and taking love from her. That has her rush for the classroom door and provides a ruckus. It does but even in that, she makes it to school`s front stops to watch Jennifer being driven away. “I am coming to Ottawa. You are mine. Mine!” She professes in a determination of what she demands as future.

Time`s wheels turn. It takes a few days but there is a phone call. Maria is shocked but happy. Bethany thinks that her mother didn’t know of the food disappearing or the blankets and girl in the shed. Of course, that is a wrong assumption. It is and when Bethany`s mood suddenly goes from joy to foul Marie equates it with a girl being in her daughter`s life. She does and now she knows the voice of the girl too. This creates a dilemma for Marie knows that danger is coming if Damien discovers this and so she conjures a plan. She does because she once more needs her daughter to like women more than her daughter could be liking men. This is just like before and it could be thought that Marie knows that it is going to free Bethany one day. Therefore, Marie allows the calls but from the second phone call onward she lays out a few rules and a plan.

“Jennifer, we are going, to be frank with each other. I know that you are aware of Bethany Ann`s father. He is ..he is..uhm.” She pauses for she has nothing to say about this man, this man that she married and that she does fear. Yet, she continues with setting up a plan for the two girls. “You and Bethany need to be careful from December first onward. No more calls to here from that day onward. If you want to stay connected then you two may write letters to each other. You will do that. You must understand this. Then when you send your letters you are to address them to me. That way there is no suspicion and still, there is communication between you two girls. That way Bethany is not know. Do you understand me, child?”

Jennifer listens and thinks before she replies, “I do. But does Bethie know of this? And why don’t you stop him?”

“That is complex. Not open for discussion.” Redirects Marie for she has no intention of creating a war in her house for she trying to create ‘harm none’. Therefore, she moves onto saying “Yes, Bethany and I spoke last night. Please, do this or there will be trouble. Please? You can ..can..” She pauses and shakes off the idea of this being loving, but we all know that it is a loving gesture. It is and she finalizes this deal to end the chat with saying, “Blessed be, Miss Santos.”

That act creates the letters that Bethany eventually receives. In that, she daily seeks out her mother who is claiming them for her. Bethany gets them many times a week and Jennifer never fails in writing daily letters. The friendship grows and Maria covers it up perfectly. She does it until one day at the start of February when Damien finds the mail before Marie does. This discovery of prohibited letters and forbidden friendship has Hell breaking free in the household. It also has Bethany being yanked out of school to be brought home. Once he has her at the house he stands his daughter mid-center in his bedroom to angrily command. “Strip, slut! You fucking disrespectful slut, strip!”

“No!” Comes in solid determined defiance.

His reaction is swift. The long leather belt is speedily loosened as it is rapidly ripping through loops to be free from his pants. It is slow motion moments, though. It is also horrific sounds echoing in stillness with hell raining its power into a moment that is stinging in decisions. The leather belt within the strong tight grip of his left hand immediately takes to whipping hard against Bethany young body.

“No, Papa!” Arrives in screams as the sting of the whipping blows fills her delicate skin. They do this as sternness settles boldly into a refusal to allow anymore his power to control her. “No! No!” This is said through gritted teeth as rebellion`s fire fill her and spill out, “You are not allowed! Harm None! Harm None!!” She screeches as she tries to get out of the room, but he blocks her. This obstructing doesn’t last for he finds that his daughter has learned a few tricks. These include kneels to balls and he is in a heap on the floor. Thus, she is soon out the front door of the house with her mother passing over all the money that she has. It comes with throwing a winter coat and anything that she could get in a cloth shopping bag.

“Get out!” Snarls the middle-aged woman. “Don’t come back! Do you understand?” Marie spits out in forced anger. “Get the fuck out!”

Bethany then runs. She runs for her life. Runs through yards and she does hide in any place that she can. Plus, in this she sort of lives in the forest that lay along Route 17 since she is headed for Ottawa. She travels under the cover of night with hitching rides with truckers. She is lucky with that in endless ways for that is definitely not a safe thing to do for a teen. It isn’t, but she takes to telling a few credible lies and along with that there is the truth of what is at home. It all helps her to get the safety that she quickly finds. That safety is Bethany discovering herself dropped off in Kanata that is just outside of Ottawa.

Kanata is the small city just on the outskirts of Ottawa. Kanata is what exists at first and soon it is to be Ottawa if she has a bit more luck. Ottawa and her Jennifer. Yes, she is filthy, hungry and tired but she can almost sense Jennifer being close. So she finds a phone to call her angel, an angel that is in school in the United Kingdom. To say there is joy in hearing Jennifer’s voice is an understatement. Then with this, there spill out what is happening to Bethany. Jennifer is shocked, but she now chooses to be Bethany`s protector.

“Daddy is in Italy until the end of summer. You can’t get in the house without tripping alarms. But the shed is open.” Thus, it is agreed that such a living arrangement is the best option for the moment. It leads into statements of “I will call our corner grocer. He is a friend. Go there tomorrow. Tell him that you are picking up things for daddy. Get whatever. It will be okay.” Claims Jennifer in suddenly feeling alive for she now has a sister.

Or she plans to have a sister once she can get her father involved. She distinguishes that if her daddy knows the truth then he changes everything into what she needs. It is in this faith about Sean Santos that Jennifer continues with the chatter in a high excitement. “Easter Break is next month. I am coming home then. I will let you in the house and we can hang out. Yes, we can sister!”

Hence, such a reality exists. That also makes Bethany a street kid until mid-March. Yes, in all honesty, she sort of lives on the streets of Canada’s capital city but she doesn’t too due to that she lives in the shed behind the house but she walks the streets in the day. Thus, she has time to be haunting the grocery store for warmth.

Within such being a daily event the store owner can see that Bethany is a good kid, but something is not right with things and he knows it. In this arrangement, Jennifer also tells the grocer that Bethany is a cousin. It is the lie that adds to the one of Bethany doing tasks for the Santos family. This has the grocer thinking that he can trust Bethany and so he gives her a job because Sean Santos may appreciate it. Thus, Bethany is okay for a while and is cared for by Dominick Williams. He does it while it is unknown to him that Bethany is a runaway living in the Santos garden shed. But he provides the daily foods, cleanliness, and warmth to her no matter what is going on.

This all leads to the end of March bringing Jennifer back to Canada to have Spring Break home alone. No Sean Santos doesn’t show up. Such is not unusual either. Jennifer often spends holidays alone or with a nanny. Now that she is fifteen it is only a family friend checking on her every a few days. So it’s not too lonely but otherwise, she is alone.

So as she arrives home to the house in Ottawa`s West End Bethany watches Jennifer dealing with the family friend that is helping Jennifer settle in. Then as soon as the car leaves the driveway Bethany pops out from around the corner of the house. And she is instantly spotted!

“Bethie!” Comes the elated scream as they eye each other. It is instant again. That bond and that energy, it zooms to the outer limits as they each do a happy dance with Jennifer motioning Bethany to get her ass into the house. “Get in here, sister! We have two weeks of partying!”

Two weeks of fun and becoming even closer. Then Jennifer returns to school in the United Kingdom. But there are daily phone calls and Bethany is now freely living in the Santos house. She is hidden, but she lives there in safety with neighbors thinking that Jennifer has a cousin staying at that house. It all is great and soon Summer Vacation arrives with the two girls having an entire summer to do anything that they wish to do. Or they think that they do.

However, the last week of June brings Sean Santos home to his Ottawa haven. As he steps in the door he finds two teen girls on his sofa laughing while watching TV. This has one thing leading to another and soon Sean Santos is told the full story of how Bethany is in their lives. He does not like many aspects of the story. No, he does not for his daughter does not seem to be an angel in any way any longer. But those things are forgiven once he hears the dark parts of Bethany`s life. He dislikes those parts greatly and that is even though he is a man of dark deeds. But in that, it must be said that he is also a man of moral codes too. Thus, the dark tale about Bethany brings a rapid response from him. “That fucking bastard! I will place him a body bag. No one hurts children!” He growls in a fuming rage of what he is told by the two girls.

“Daddy, please I want to keep her!” Demands Jennifer in a begging for something that she possibly may not get. Yet, she continues her request. “She is my sister. Can`t you see that we belong together, that we take care of each other? So, please, can she stay with us, forever? Please?”

Within this Jennifer knows that their story tells of her being bad, but this request of Bethany living with them is something that she must have. So, she plans to fight for it. Along with it, she knows that her father has some power that she is fully unaware of. Big power. This is a power that he doesn’t ever explain to young Jennifer, at least he does not until she is in her twenties. So, she brings that into play too within the negotiations. “If anyone can do it then you can do it. You are powerful, Daddy. Please, I don’t know how powerful you are but I know that you can do everything.” She implores for she has learned that Sean can do things that most fathers can`t. Plus, he gifts nearly anything that he can to her, but that is gifting that only exists if she can prove that she needs it.

Indeed, it is the truth that Sean Santos supplies anything to his daughter to shows his love. He does it for he knows that he lacks what it takes to be the traditional type of father. This has him staring in studying both of the girls as the cogs in his business mind turnover. Turning within ideas of how he can do the request. In this plotting of the new endeavor, he recognizes a beautiful light dancing in his daughter`s eyes. A shining of life for the first time since his wife died when Jennifer is five-year-old. Back then the light abandoned his daughter for he poorly dealt with the loss of the woman who made this house a home by filling it with Love`s life. So, it is with a deep breath that Sean acknowledges that he is soon to make a deal with the devil that is known as Damien. Hence, it is deeper breaths and this is true even though Sean is not such a saintly man either.

Oh yes, it is the truth that he is a demon man who doesn’t like doing the type of deal that he is about to make. He doesn’t for it is to be a slick tricky dirty necessary arrangement with Damien that borders questionable ethics, ethics that are his only sworn off limits. It is that type of deal. Hence, it is definitely a deal between two different types of devils; devils of different levels so that a lovely teenager is free from abuse while Sean gifts his own daughter with things that truly can`t be bought. Thus, it is secrets with buying things that are priceless and he does it with a minor strong-armed fanfare and some quickly arranged official legal documents.

“Hooray!” Is shouted by both girls on July 31st, 1995 at a birthday party that is full-blown teen fun. It is a rebirth! Bethany is now a Santos. Adoption is done. There is a setup of Bethany going to school in the United Kingdom with Jennifer too. In fact, full rights and responsibilities of being a daughter of Sean Santo are given to the young blond of grey-blue eyes. Therefore, life is new for Bethany, new life with now being Bethany Santos.

Within all this excitement of freedoms and the budding presence of lesbian romantic love, it is to be noticed that a new person has entered Bethany`s life. Oh yes, a very new person and it is an important someone that Bethany still deeply loves to this very day. It is also factual that he too is a demon but once more he is a demon of a different sort.

And with that said it is time to meet and greet the most influential man in Bethany`s life. Oh yes, we have not truly met him and yes; you thought that you already have truly met the most instrumental man in her life. Nope, you have not. This other man is not like the devil Damien or demon-savior Sean. Instead, it is a very interesting character and we do require having a proper introduction of him too. We do and that is even if he is sort of a demon who commands such etiquette of proper things from existence. So yes, we introduce Beth`s true male love. In doing so, we begin an erotic roller coaster ride from here onward and it leads right to him and unto so much more.

In fact, from this point onward it becomes extremely naughty with unearthing more of all the degrees of our Sweet Sexiness. So, hold on to your smile but do find some more coffee brew for you and me. And while you do that I ask this. Can you hear the whispers of sexual erotic love coming to mate with kinky lust? Are you starting to wonder about how the world of dark sexual desire comes to create a Dominea out of Bethany? Dominea Beth. Oh yes, please do, because I am already beginning to squirm in my seat about it coming into our story.

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Sweet Sexiness - Chapter 4, Waxing Woman

The weeks leading to Bethany`s thirteenth birthday are filled with happiness while she is falling into teenaged love with Tessa. Accompanying this is the grade seven school year ending, which includes the last of the school year`s dances happening. That has Bethany feeling amazing even though she knows that she is going to miss the library access during summer vacation. The lack of library access is going to be hard to deal with for she really enjoys learning, but she accepts it for she has Tessa to be with. So it`s a sacrifice but it is one that is okay for now.

Alongside, this Bethany and Tessa are also being flirty with several other girls too. Such actions create a nice little clique of popular girls hanging out together. It occurs quite rapidly with most of the other girls gravitating towards Bethany. Not shocking for it is very obvious that the watching of various films and the reading of sexual literature have affected Bethany in the most stimulating of ways. Then add in the experiences with Tessa and there is no doubt that Bethany has learned to excavate her already naturally existing charisma. In fact, her magnetism is kicking into overdrive. Yes, this has Bethany high on life and thrilled of everything being so wonderful at this period of her life.

Thirteen is an amazing time for the Sweet Sexiness and along with this there is every evening freely spent at the local play park. This has Bethany happily experiencing Tessa and other girls at the play park and it comes while Marie distracts Damien. This has Bethany even happier for Marie keeps the promise of allowing Bethany to become solidly situated into sexually enjoying girls. True, it is a strange bond between mother and daughter but it works its magic no matter how odd it is. And that magic is that Bethany finds an eventual freedom to be able to have more than lust with limited love in her life.

But it is the truth that Bethany is working hard on easy lust. In fact, when the two girls are at the park together they manage to enjoy the pleasure of each other. It effortlessly becomes extremely interesting within experimenting with sensations through touching of skin. That makes the need for hidden moments due to fingers finding naughty play places. They thrill in pleasing each other through the sharing of lips, hands, tickles, kisses, and wetness within a deep naughty heat. This has Bethany addicted to the sounds that Tessa makes when they touch skin on skin. It is these experiences that have Bethany needing to regularly seduce Tessa.

Hence, she initiated building more of her personal charisma and talents of seduction through any means possible. She groomed her natural gifts and beauty to be advanced for her age. This has the Sweet Sexiness invoking and provoking through the natural spell that comes when people look into her eyes. Oh yes, Bethany finds that her own eyes say words that are never spoken but her eyes seem to entice girls into wanting to be near her. This has her understand that her best tool of seduction is her soul. Thus, there is a slow embedding of spiritual lust and she learns about it through freely using it. Using it along with a combination of a few selective naughty words so that she gets to enjoy closeness with any girl that she desires to be close to. This makes Bethany a powerful thirteen years old. It has her being a teen that has her own select harem of girls that are intoxicated with her intellect, magnetism, and that budding sexual prowess.

This is quite a change from being neglected and an under-loved child. But the efforts of CeCe to install something positive in her daughter Marie’s life and into her granddaughter`s life do eventually bear fruit. However, it only happens with the assistance of the school system and natural lust. These push young Bethany’s life into being more than her having an abusive home life and being a child ready for the welfare system during her thirteenth year of life.

Yes, I say abusive home life. It is not shocking when considering what is said about Damien. Some may think that hard work at home and the strict treatment is okay. In fact, some people may think that females have too much power and status in our world with feminism a horrid thing. But it is no doubt that not many people do think that the special bond that is between Damien and Bethany is acceptable. True, many think that Damien is not a proper father. Hence, it is not surprising that just after the closing of the school year`s classes that Damien stops Marie from sending Bethany out in the evenings.

The powerful dominant aggressive man brings it all to a halt after following his daughter one evening. This has him finding Bethany doing more than playing at the park. Damien then creates a family meeting to make the announcement that there are no more freedoms, especially of going to the park. As a result, there are punishments with Bethany doing anything that Damien demand of his daughter. This in turns creates a summer vacation that is too hard to think about. Too much for me, due to that, it is one that stings the mind and rips tears into screaming from anyone who knows what such a time consists of.

Two months of it and Bethany feels her first deep loss in the realm of love. She loses Tessa and she gains the understanding that men control her no matter what she does in life. She finds that turning fourteen is filled with the discovery that powerful people use anything to get what they want and those people truly don’t care about wrongs, rights or notorious actions. So, at fourteen Bethany does experience the power of a dominant man who controls through any means that he sees fit.

It is fortunate that Bethany`s ninth school year begins with her father invited to go on a three-month learning sabbatical. This has the beginning of September bringing a deep sigh of relief to our heroine. Yet, Tessa and the other girls have moved onward in life. The clique no longer is worshipping their ‘once upon a time’ idol. This devolves school life into being quieter with Bethany being moody and withdrawn into studying constantly. Such is to be expected considering how a fall from a towering pedestal is a hard hit on the concrete of life.

With such existing, she notices that she has the ability to have the boys interested in her. The schoolboys enjoy flirting with her. Yet every one of them reminds her of her father and how her father looks at her. That annoys her because now that he is not around she realizes that their bond is not acceptable no matter how much her father claims that it is. This truth inspires a need to treat males different than she does females. Oh yes, she does treat women very differently and has done it since a young age. And it shows very quickly with seeming natural to do so. She does such while wrapping it all up in sweet seduction. And so her first boys come to her.


“Hi, Bethany babe.” Darren casually spoke with a tone of seductive intentions as he walked up behind her to look over her shoulder. “A dance on Friday. I heard you don’t spend time with girls anymore. And so maybe now you should say yummy for me.”

Her body froze as she heard it. Darren Morton. Darren with his crew of sports jocks and it`s the middle of the school`s lower hall after school. Cornered by the school Romeo who has too many titles in sports to even try to sort it out. He has a lawyer father, a restaurant-owning mother, and siblings that are off at university; he is the youngest of three children. Plus, he is the stud that gets the girls and plays unfair with them. However, he makes her skin crawl. But she has seen enough movies and has read plenty of books to know that she is not to toy with him. Even at fourteen, she is intelligent enough to comprehend worldly ways. Thus, she turns to look him dead straight in the eyes. And she does it as she gives a snickering girlish giggle, “Oh Darren, it is not hard for me to say yummy. In fact, I will do it right here.”

She watches him give a sinfully delighted grin as he reaches for his zipper with saying, “Kneel for me, babe.”

With that, she can feel the dirtiness of succumbing to something she doesn’t truly want to do. But she can easily understand that someone is talking about what she has done with Tessa. Yet, she does her best to cover up the pain of being betrayed. This has her giving her best shot at weaving a gaze that wraps in seduction`s spell. She then lets out a feathery breath as she leans in to sweetly whisper in his ear. ”First, you kneel for me. Then it is yummy,” comes as she kisses his ear before looking into his eyes with a seductive stare from her dazzling grey-blue ones.

Darren stares back into her eyes as he watches the fire of true seduction come to glow in them. “Fuck, you have beautiful eyes.” He voices without realizing that he is saying it.

At that moment, Bethany heard voices coming from several feet down the hall. It took her immediate attention. It does for it is the school`s female Principle declaring, “You boys belong in the gym for basketball.”

This has the group of boys slowly scattering as Darren remains lingering with Bethany with him submitting to asking, “Just say it for me. Okay?”

With that Bethany looks at him. Then she looks at the Principle who is a distance down the hall. She realizes for the first time that a female easily commands males that are bent on controlling another female. She sees the female principle controlling all males around the area. She looks back at Darren who is staring at Beth while the Principle waits for his obedience. In her mind, Bethany ponders how her father is wrong about women being servants. In fact, she grasps that women truly do have great power. In that realization, Bethany smiles with being amused that Darren changed his tune when a strong, intellectual female commands him to obey. This has a light flash on in Bethany`s mind to be making the gears turn quickly to form up several hypotheses. Such logic has young Bethany whisper, “Kneel. You will get it. Kneel for me.”

“Mr. Morton, my time is precious. So quickly finish your business and get to practice.” This is heard by both of the teens with it making Darren caught between his two desires as he looks at Bethany in an almost begging. In seeing such Bethany walks directly in front of him to gaze intently into his eyes while bringing all of her budding imperial self-confidence to bear in a commanding whisper of. “Kneel!”

“Come on, babe. Say it.” He pleads for he has heard that she is desire itself in a fourteen-year-old girl.

“Kneel!” she unemotionally restates with heatedly breathing on his lips while gazing into his eyes with a stern summoning of all of the seductive power that is within her. The following seconds has Darren under a spell from those eyes.It is this energy that does become a notorious energy of Bethany`s. So it is the two of them eye to eye and it has him helpless for he wants what he wants. Plus, she knows that he is out of his league due to Marie`s mentoring of Bethany on the topics of flirting and seduction. In this Bethany understands that she suddenly has power over males and it feels amazing. True, it is a minor dominance but she is no longer mentally chained to the service of males and that eventually includes not being controlled by her father. So this moment feels good even though she knows that she is young and that leaps still must be made. Yet, this has Darren Morton the first male to see what Bethany can do when she commands her inner goddess. He is seeing Bethany`s persona that eventually forms into the powerful dominant woman that is a BDSM Dominea. Thus, Darren Morton kneels while holding stare into her eyes with him begging, “Please, please say it.”

Bethany proudly towers over him while grinning down at him as the Principle once more is calling for Darren to attend practice. This is so magical for Bethany that she gives her best smile with feeling the universe is hers. These sensations fill her with the pleasure of having the power to control. In that, she happily releases a silkily purred, “Yummy.” before she ceremoniously twirls around to confidently strut down the hall before she is going home for the day.

It is easy to understand that she is on the edge of empowerment while entering into understanding more about the ways of lust. Bethany does it whilst she is knee deep in Dianic Wicca too. Along with it, there is taught traditional feminism by her grandmother. This is backed up by the public schooling in a twisting of feminism into a modern version. In fact, the school library supplies books on everything that Bethany desires to know about anything. It all helps her to enter into becoming a dominant woman due to the learning of her personal energy and how to control it. Hence, it is a wow in learning and an explosion of knowledge.

The autumn of being fourteen has Bethany finding that her mother grants a return to the freedoms that she once enjoyed. Marie does it because Damien is not expected home until December. Along with this CeCe phones more frequently to check up on Bethany. It is almost a daily checking up, checking in and talking freely about Wicca, female power, and anything. It is every topic so long as there is no talking about Damien. Through this sharing, it is understood that Wicca takes a deep hold onto her soul. It comes to exist due to that Bethany is equating it with love, power, and the balancing out of so many thoughts that are flowing within her. It also is apparent that Bethany is ripe for eventually being seduced by the realms of BDSM and feminine power. So this has an intelligent teen mind ready, able, and willing to soar high. In fact, she might physically rampage through being unshackled from her father.

Rebellion builds within her heart, mind, and body. She randomly talks to her mother about it too for she is only permitted that due to threats of no talking about her father to anyone. Bethany does this by proclaiming that she wants to be normal like most other teens. It is this desire to be normal that gets a reply of, “You are Hell` s spawn. You are lust. You will always be lust, Bethany Ann.”

These are cold hard truths from her mother. It is a weak woman having nothing to help her daughter for Marie still has not found her own personal power to combat Damien. Thus, Marie can only supply little amounts of relief to Bethany during times when Damien is not aware of it. Hence, Marie is once more allowing Bethany the daily evening walks to the play park. It usually involves Bethany relaxing under a tree while watching the playground being busy with others. This is sad for her, but she has given up on the ‘once upon a time’ posse of idol worshipping girls that she found pleasure in. Thus, she brings a book to read and no matter what occurs she is home by dark during every night.

With such good behavior more comes by mid-September, Bethany is permitted to spend entire Saturdays at the park. She sees this as having a semi-normal life but still, there is no more Tessa. Nor are there any girls that seem interested in being close to her in the ways that she enjoyed at thirteen. She has friends but not like before. So she watches children play and keeps her nose buried in whatever book that she is reading. This has her reading and relaxing during a beautiful Autumn afternoon when the beauty that is a fourteen-year-old Jennifer Santos rides into the park on a horse.

The gorgeous teen girl known as Jennifer Santos is adorned with golden blond tresses, icy blue eyes, and delicate features. She is a vision to gaze upon even when you are prepared to see an angel. Jennifer has run away from home with currently riding a lovely brown thoroughbred stallion into the play park. She casually saunters the horse over to position it in front of Bethany who is sitting under a tree unaware of anything around her. The next moments has Bethany looking up in wondering what is happening for the horse blocks sunlight. Within this moment, Jennifer is slipping from the saddle to stand directly in front of the book reading blond that is Bethany. This instantly takes Bethany`s full attention due to Jennifer looks like an angel descending from heaven. Heavenly dreams are what sweeps Bethany`s thoughts as Jennifer begins speaking in a Canadian-British accent. “Hey, do you know where I can get water for my horse and me? We have ridden all day. My father is after me and I need a place to hide. Can you help me get some water and maybe a sandwich?”

Bethany immediately stops everything. She glances up into those eyes of icy blue belonging to Jennifer Santos.Eyes that have a powerful angelic spell inside of them. Bethany is swiftly drawn into them. She is pulled there in a thunderclap of powerful unknown need as she stares for long moments. This takes her breath making her head immediately dizzy. Her body fills with mystical energy sensations that rips and zips to literally own her. These turn her soul into it willingly threading into Jennifer`s. In this her heart stops, it starts, it bounces and is wildly filled with feelings that she still is consumed by to this day. The mutual gazing seems to send a beacon connecting souls with each soul saying, ’I have come for you.’ And that is all that it takes for Bethany to know that she finds love and a new life. And that is why in that second she silently gives her life to Jennifer.She does for it is love at first sight. It is dreams, breaths, and wholeness within a soul event that, a soul event that to this very day has no equal in Bethany`s life.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Sweet Sexiness - Chapter 3, Blessed Is, As Blessed Does, So Blessed Be.

In fact, it is an essential to know many things in order to understand this moment of Bethany`s life. This is best done through flashing backward into Bethany`s personal history. For this is the best way that a person can understand why Beth is who she is. It additionally helps to explain why this moment is beyond life crushing as it also does rationalize what followed the moment of Beth hearing Jennifer return to a male lover.

One of those topics of history is, why Bethany feels that her biological family has never loved her. Yes, she claims that none of them have. None of them, none but her biological maternal grandmother. Her Granmere loved her in her youth. It is with this knowledge that you then may recognize why Bethany is adopted at age fifteen by a stranger that she barely knows. Adding to that it is then easy to understand why she feels that her adopted family is what she knows as love in her life. All are very important to our story.

With the telling of our partially fictitious tale, there is also a need to mention the six people that have formed Bethany`s life to be as it is today. But it is to be only minor details of each of them. It is only that for we only need to understand how these six do affect Beth’s life. Therefore, we are going to peek into some life events but for now, we only mention the six. These people include her biological father Damien, her grandmother CeCe, Dom William, Sean Santos, Jennifer, and yours truly. With that said there is a need to state that all names are altered and for good reasons too. I must additionally proclaim that all events occur mostly as I perceive them. Or I must say that some of the events are slightly altered versions due to telling every detail is more than invasive into other people's lives. But the main idea comes through. So, please, keep your seat and enjoy a bit of a brew.

Through this sharing about the six people, it can be understood why there are many things in Beth’s life. Things like BDSM, Cambridge University, the profound need to gain knowledge, swimming, the policy of Harm None, and her study of theology. Added to that we are going to understand why Beth loves seducing women and why she has a need to find a mother. Going into history may also clarify why Beth struggles to understand herself. Along with that, there is how Wicca affects Beth’s life on a daily basis and how on occasion her life is thrown into chaos because of her intensely spiritual mind. There is also the realization that she pours herself into the search for a concept of love that is almost extinct. It is hoped that you see how she thrills in the demanding of herself to be the best that she can be. However, to begin doing all of that we must go back to a few minutes after Bethany`s birth on July first, 1980.

“Oh, mother, it can`t be a girl. I fear what he may do. You know he hates women and only tolerates me because he needs daily sex. All that I am to him is sex and a keeper of his house. He loves his son, but he won`t..won`t love her..he will..oh, I fear..” And Marie turns white with gasping for air as her mother holds the newborn after delivering it in the master bedroom of the three-bedroom house in North Bay, Ontario, Canada.

Cece stares at her daughter Marie before bringing her gaze of grey-blue eyes to smile down at the new baby girl. The eyes that CeCe looks into are exactly like her own eyes. The newborn has grey-blue eyes that do accompany feathery white-blond hair and an aura of peace that is unlike most newborn babies. It is peacefulness as a small smile shining upon those tiny angelic lips as CeCe cradles the child in a parental love.

“She is beautiful and a gift from the Goddess.” Is spoken happily. “She is mine. She is to live by Harm None. Damien will pay a price if he harms her. I swear it by all that is sacred in the universe that he will pay if he harms her.” And with that, she proudly says, “Harm none, and my lovely, you are love itself. You will know love in all its pleasures.” Comes as a Wiccan blessing.

Marie is lost about what she is going to do about having a baby daughter. She never wanted one. She knows that Damien hates females and she understands that he believes that all females are to be slaves to men. True, it is odd for a Wiccan to be married to such a male. But Marie is Wiccan. True, she is not the sort that believes in feminism's power. She mostly adheres to Wicca due to a desire to practice magic and for selfish reasons. Additionally, Marie follows it because she is nurtured in Wicca all of her life. Yes, Cece lovingly taught Wicca to Marie, but it is taught to a female that is not a loving personality. In fact, Marie is a manipulative, controlling, self-absorbed and self-centered personality. But she seems deeply spiritual within Paganism and believes in magic for she thinks that it helps her to control anything in life.

With time passing in the little house there soon arrives Damien home. “Fuck! Worthless!“ He spits out in disdain as her glares at both women and the baby. “Listen, bitch, you were to give me another son. Not this piece shit, a fucking girl!”

“She is mine!” fiercely bellows CeCe who is cradling the child in her arms within a rocking. “Her name is Bethany; Bethany Ann and she is never to be yours. She is mine. My blood, my child and she is blessed.”

That has Damien comes to stand in front of the powerfully spiritual Wiccan woman of great intelligence and immense personal presence. He does this to try to dominate the moment by staring in hatred into CeCe`s eyes, but he knows that she rules his life too. She does for she has forced him into kneeling to her because he owes her great sums of money. Thus, before long his voice grows to be a tinge less sharp, as he demands, “Who fucking named her? That is my right. Only mine.”

“I did!” Instantly asserts CeCe with a smile as her voice fills with affection within looking down at the baby in her arms. “She is mine! She is my Bethany Ann, my blessed child and a new daughter of the Goddess. She may be a Canadian, but she belongs to France. She is French with knowing that it is her heritage. It is my right to name her, not yours.” CeCe softly conveys to next bring her eyes to stare at Damien as her voice changes to sternness. “Be a man for once! Today, you will swear on your life that this female child is to be well educated and cared for. You will do it or I will find a way to destroy you. I may live by Harm None, but if I ever find that she is getting less than what she needs in life then all the powers of the universe can`t save you.”

This is a dominant man shackled. He is placed in bindings that he can`t break. At least it seems that way. It does only seem it, though. It does for he is slick with knowing that CeCe is to return to France and that intends that she is truly not going to know anything that occurs in his house. And that is what happens for the first four years of Bethany`s life.

At that age, many changes occur in the life of the young female child. Her life becomes tainted with things that she doesn’t understand. She becomes indoctrinated with conflicting ideas and ideals. It all has her feel lost in trying to control it, yet she is told that it is a normal thing to be doing all of it. It is especially normal that her father demands what he does with her. After all, it is a part of love; yes, he says that he is asking her love him in a different way than most fathers do. Along with that, she is given household duties and is taught to be a servant to males. She learns it well, but she is engrained with Dianic Wicca too. Her mother makes sure that it is taught and CeCe does too. CeCe does it through weekly phone calls and studies. And Marie does it because she knows that CeCe can bring hell to Damien. CeCe can and that is something that is truly chaos for Marie. So yes, Bethany`s young mind and body are taught many interesting things.

Yet, with all the learning and all the household chores and the dealing with her father there is no love. The only times that she feels loved or that she is told that she is loved is when CeCe is involved. Otherwise, it`s duties, living within limits and accepting that her only purpose is to be dedicated to serving a man. With that, it is easily understood why Bethany has no real love in her daily home life when she is a child.

Limited love in childhood but we now go onward into another period of Bethany`s life. It brings us to Northern Ontario`s public school system becoming a normal part of the young blue-eyed platinum blonde’s life at age six. She thrills in going to school. She goes while looking like an angel and she acts like it too. She is shy, sweet, polite, and well-mannered; it all complements the extreme intelligence. Yes, Bethany is so super smart that her grade school teachers are astonished. Yet, Bethany is reluctantly sent to grade school because her father thinks that no female should be educated. Yet, CeCe and the local district government insist that every child receives a public provided education. So, Bethany goes to school in a public school and she loves it.

When attending school in grade one she discovers the school library and it`s like she is given a fantasy that is so real that she wants to never leave the small room of literary treasures. It has books, it is endless amounts of books on rows and rows of shelves that tower to the ceiling. Books that are much like what her loving grandmother sends to her. To top it off she is permitted to take the books home. She is allowed to take out as many as ten books a week. That is wild to her senses since each and every book is similar to the feelings that she has of her grandmother spending time with her. Therefore, it means the concept of love filled hugs with each book feeling like receiving love with the bonus of brilliant moments of knowledge filling her. Thus, the school library becomes a treasure chest for such things. It also is everything that truly makes Bethany happy at this point in life.

It does that to the chagrin of her father Damien. Nonetheless, he relents to the schooling and his daughter being happy. He does for CeCe threatens him. Plus, he gives in because he is taking rewards for allowing his daughter to have an education. He does that by enjoying what he believes is his manly rights in life. And so, Bethany gets to read whatever she wants to but only if she does what he asks of her.

Within that existence, time doesn’t stand still and she grows quickly too soon be ten years old. This is when she is given a test. However, this is not a typical exam given through the school system. In reality, the school does not supply it at all. It doesn’t for it is a very special IQ test that is only given to a chosen few and it can only be taken when recommend. From the IQ test, there is found that little Bethany has an exceptional IQ of 151. That brings change to her home life for a while. It does and she is rewarded with being given fewer house duties and is given books for keeping in her room. Her father even gifts her books to keep. He does it because Bethany`s intellectual prowess brings him money to help pay off CeCe. But this doesn’t last for long and by thirteen years old her home life returns to what it is prior to the testing.

Yet, it is during this period of two years before thirteen that Beth has the freedom to be a typical schoolgirl. That has her enjoying a semi-normal life. Within it, she makes many friends at school and hangs out at a local play park. It takes no time at all for many kids to adore her. They flock to her for she is polite, and she can help with anything that involves schoolwork and is she is fun too. It is during this time that she discovers dancing too.

In fact, the most fun in her adolescent life is dancing with some of the other girls. Dancing and this makes Beth wildly happy with her thinking that some of the other adolescent girls are extremely pretty too. Thus, it is no surprise that one afternoon in the school library Beth is finishing the tutoring of a female friend and from that, she finds that the other girl can be very interesting. She discovers that helping the girl is a favorite thing but the girl will not stop looking into Beth`s eyes while she is saying things like. “Gosh Bethie, you have dreamy eyes.”

Beth blushes of it, but she likes what her friend says too. It makes her tingly inside and her breathing changes. It makes her head spin in dizziness as she smiles a shy grin. Yet, she pushes onward with the tutoring session. But this is not only a once chance thing or a one-time event. In fact, after weeks of tutoring, this other adolescent girl Bethany discovers even more interesting things than the saying of charming things. Bethany finds that her friend continues the sharing of flirtatious comments during every session, but she sees that the other girl is quite taken with looking into her eyes. Tessa adores gazing into Beth’s eyes as she watches Beth`s smile. Add to it Tessa occasionally tries to touch Beth`s hands during study sessions. Or Tessa gets so bold as to try to sit snugly close. That is very odd since the other girls do not do this with Beth, but Beth lets it all be casual with shrugging it off.

Nonetheless, Bethany does very much like being close to someone that she trusts. And yes, Beth does trust her friend Tessa but Bethany does not understand why that she feels that way. She doesn’t. At least she does not until there are rumors that the other girl comes from a family where there is no man, but there are two mothers. Other classmates say that Tessa lives in a house with lesbians. With that, Beth researches the topic at the library and finds out about different sexualities. Afterward, she bravely asks Tessa if the rumors are true.

“Yes, I have two mommies. It is great and we all love each other.” She claims with being wary of what may come at her. This is due to that Tessa knows that not many people accept lesbianism. She knows it because her two mothers are not always treated nicely by society.

“Oh. Cool. Sweet. Is that why you like my eyes and my smile?” Naively asks Bethany while getting some unusual courage about asking hard questions.

“No. I love your eyes. Don’t you like them? Bethie, you are beautiful! Don`t you know that you are gorgeous and have eyes that are dreamy to look into? Many of the guys say it too and well, I like what I see when you let me look in them. So pretty, you are so pretty.”

“Oh shush. You are .” Bethany stutters this out with not knowing what to say. That has her move away from being close to Tessa, but Tessa moves to stand in front of Bethany. Tessa then clasps both sides of Bethany`s head in open palms. With it, Tessa bites her own lower lip as she asks, “Why look up lesbians? Tell me, Bethie. Is it cause you like me looking in your eyes?” She rapidly states while she looks in those intoxicating blue eyes of Bethany’s. She does it with feeling pulled into melting into Bethany`s soul. It has Tessa stand even closer as she continues to say, “Do you like looking in mine? I think that you do. Because you never turn away when I look at yours. You actually blush and you recently even take longer amounts of looking back at me.”

Beth doesn’t say anything. She knows the truth. She understands that she enjoys looking back at Tessa. She even adores watching Tessa walk, talk and do anything. She is happy around Tessa and currently, Bethany can`t breathe very well too. And that makes her dizzy, but that isn`t unusual for it is something that often occurs when Tessa is near.

Within that Tessa leans in to lay a soft wet kiss on Bethany`s lips. Bethany is instantly lost in sensations and is drawn into feeling passion within adolescent ways. This is her first real kiss and it is not like what she gets at home. This kiss makes her heart pound wildly. It also does not feel dirty or wrong, but instead, it feels like that she wants to kiss Tessa. In fact, Beth desires to kiss Tessa until their lips are permanently connected. Thus, she kisses Tessa back even though she thinks that she doesn’t know how to kiss. That, however, doesn’t stop the two girls from tasting each other until dizziness consumes them. And that soon has Tessa release the lip lock with Bethany whispering something for the first time in her life. “Yummy!”

First kiss at almost thirteen. That is followed by many sessions of kissing practice with Tessa. Such takes Beth on her way into learning and experiencing what she eventually calls the art of kissing. It also firmly implants a great desire to please girls and to be around other girls. Yet, the thing that most assuredly is understood by Bethany is that she likes girls in the same way that she is attracted to boys. Thus, a light within her mind is turned. It is solidly switched for she now knows that she is bisexual. She finds it the most natural of things about herself and that has her interested knowing more about herself.

That interest in bisexuality leads Bethany to her mother finding out about Tessa and the kissing. Marie, in turn, is not shocked. She isn`t for one important thing about Bethany`s mother is that she enjoys studying human behavior. Therefore, Marie sits her daughter down to chat about bisexuality, sexual diseases, and sexual attraction. Bethany discovers that her mother supports bisexuality. Marie does for she knows that Bethany can then eventually escape Damien but only if Bethany decides to be more lesbian than bisexual. Yes, Marie wants that. She does and that is even though she may not love Beth, but Marie doesn’t approve of many things that are going on in her house. She doesn’t approve of things that Damien does privately with Beth, but she can`t control them due how much Damien can harm Marie.

“She tasted good, did she?” Marie said with a sly smile as her voice tone came to having tints of interest with her then sorting out this opportunity to help Bethany. “Bethany, you need to understand that sex is not what you know about it. It is more than that.” Comes spoken with no guilt of what life is for herself or for daughter. But within that, there is an understanding of the wrongs being committed by Damien. It is the truth that Marie does not consider Damien's actions as a sin, but she knows that Bethany is not happy about particular daily occurrences.

“Mom, don’t say that. It was..was...Mom. It is not sex.” Protested Bethany in feeling as though she has been invaded and violated at the same time.

“Bethany Ann it is perfectly natural to kiss girls. It is natural to do almost anything with a girl. It is a time for you to learn about your body and what you can do with it. What you can do with your body without a man!” Sternly forces Marie into the conversation. She is doing it for she is not going to permit this to be passed by for it’s a freedom that can be given.

“Mom it is only kissing.” Comes in more protesting.

“Yes, and you liked it! You are to see Tessa every day after school. I also am giving you books to read and you are watching movies with me when your father is not home.” Firmly stated the middle-aged woman.

“Books? Why are you giving me books? Did Granmere send me books? Are they more books about Wicca and religion?” This spilled out in a suspicion of what is going on for Marie never easily gives the treats of books. Nor is there allowed any TV time without selfish reasons for it.

“It doesn’t matter. You liked that taste of Tessa`s kisses. I know that you do. It shows when you speak about it. So just for once do what I ask of you without you telling your father about it.” Comes with a finalized demand.

With that revealed, you now think it is love that Marie has for her daughter. Was Marie loving Bethany? No. Was it saving Beth? Maybe. But it is with this knowledge between them that things begin to change for both women. This awareness of Bethany being bisexual has Marie diligently supplying Bethany with information on sexuality, and human behavior. This includes books of various types and diverse films to watch. Some of it is low-grade porn while others media samples are romance films from every era of film. Then there are romance books and classic literature too. This allows Beth to have a good grasp of what charisma and sexual behavior can do in life. Marie furthermore encourages the kissing and romantic side of her daughter. She also teaches flirting skills and gives her daughter more freedom from home duties. This, in turn, supplies Bethany with ideas of love, lust and how to charm women, but along with that, there is the giving of the time to explore it all at an adolescent`s age. Thus, it gives early experience and a fairytale version of love and lust concepts.

She learns fast. She soaked it all up with an enthusiasm that has her feeling adult and empowered. In my view, Bethany took to understanding that flirting has power. She also realized that sex is what forms the base of all humans. In fact, she used to say that all humans are basically sexual creatures and that humans will do anything to get it. That is partially the truth but in my view, most humans need more than lust to have sexual relations. We need things like the attachment of love, closeness, commitment and etc. to have sex. But Bethany, once upon a time, only understood humans through the relationship with her father and from the information supplied by her family and the media materials. Thus, it is not shocking that she perceived sex as only lust and power.

It also can be seen that Bethany has a great reason to feel what she does of her biological family. She is sure that they have never truly loved her. Yes, it is possibly true that only CeCe loved Bethany during her childhood. Yet, her mother, Marie helped her escape a living hell. She does it by opening up worlds to her daughter to explore through the allowing of media sources about sexual and love concepts. It additionally is easy to understand that Bethany has no love for her parents because they didn’t give her any. To be honest, she does effortlessly say that she has no like of them at all. Nevertheless, she knows what love is and loves greatly. But back then Bethany is learning that love comes through books and via gaining knowledge.

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